Growing up

 Hiya all,

Today is my nieces 17th birthday! (Which makes me feel old sob sob)

sam, emily and me

But something happened today that's broken my heart, my boy is growing up and getting independent.

comfy at my sisters

My niece her mom (my sister) and my little niece came down our house this afternoon, and when they were leaving, they waved bye and harry followed them to the door, so my sister said 'come on then and held his hand' I laughed and thought yer right there's no way he will go without me. But he bloody did! Off he trotted down the road without a second look back. All the way down I kept thinking he's gonna look back now and want me, but nope. My boy is growing too fast, he has never stopped with anyone but my parents ever. So I followed him to my sisters in my car (she lives 10 doors away from our house) I looked through the window and there he was playing away. Not even thinking about mommy, I'll be honest this broke my heart and I wanted to burst into tears. My sister said 'leave him playing he's alright' so I went and did my shopping at asda and it was vile walking round without him in the trolley, was like I'd lost my arm.
I came back and he was playing lovely, he was drinking juice and eating biscuits. I no this day would have to come, but now seems too soon, I just wanted to scoop him up and say come here baby, but he was happy, so I should be happy for him shouldn't I.

My baby is growing up. *Sob Sob*

Anyways happier stuff, Emily's birthday cupcakes :)

Hope everyone is good

Love Lucy x